subfusta

I missed writing so much. I missed the wave of inspiration that fills my body with adrenaline and my mind with a state of calm. My fingers run on the keyboard and notepad, writing ideas that I hope I will be able to develop. i don't know why I am so eager of creating new things on and on. I am not a fan of recycling content, and I want to always have the new ideas. Is not very easy to find new ideas. Actually is almost impossible to fin the right ideas. The is to find the perfect content for the people that follow you. And here is my problem. I am not sure what kind of content people want from my pov. But then I am back, searching for ideas, talking with people, avoiding rude people again and explaining to others that I am not here neither to masturbate or to marry someone. But otherwise, life is good, and there are a few more days until September is here. I was very lazy this year, but maybe, we all need a break from time to time. love, me.

I don't know when all these days have passed, but I am guilty of ignoring you for so long. I am guilty of having doubts if I want to continue this project or just let it go. I am guilty of all the plans I've made to help myself to evolve and let them just pile up and get a lot of dust.
I am lazy and insecure, I have a lot of things going around my life and I let them every moment to get me down, so then I just start complaining I have to get up again.
The truth is, there is no light at the end of the tunnel, you need to light up that light and explode that tunnel in order to get your life to the way you want. Your dreams will only come true if you make something about them, or you can just sit and complain and see how other people build and live your dreams. Your ideas, my ideas, everyone ideas are good enough to change a small part of the world, but we are all missing that someone that will  tell us that we can do it.
As a famous songs said it: I WILL SURVIVE!
But in order to survive, you need to live, and in order to live , you need to do everything like you love every single day of the week, not only hating Monday and expecting the weekend just as another reason to complain and hater your Monday - AGAIN.
I started and I will continue having some videos in Romanian, but I will keep my JOI videos in English. I will improvise in every moment while laying with video editing and discovering a good way for me to make more people smile.
In this moment, I don't know what kind of content I will have, but I know, that I can't stop creating, because every time I stop doing this, I feel depressed as fuck.
So see you in the comment section, here, or on my videos, I think I will skip answering and reading my inbox, and just continue to be glad that you can't upload photos in a message - YET
love, me.